Bipolar 11, Female Exec, Parenting and kids

Can I go back to work on Monday? Am I depressed? Your opinion please.

I am leaving this clip here for a short time, as its deeply personal.  If you have some perspective to share, that would be great.  Don’t go easy – I need some hard opinions here.

How do you know you are depressed?  Or someone else is depressed?   I have read the check-list and only ever fill in a few on the tick boxes.

Here are two clips of me I just filmed – take a look and give me your opinion.  If you have seen really depressed people and I am not  one of them, I need to know.  I lead Psychologists and Psychiatrists … I think I am smarter than them.  I need opinions from people who have lived this movie. Do I need  hospitalisation, or a boot up my arse to get ready for work?

Please watch both clips!

Explaining what I feel – 5 minutes 

A short retake with some energy – 1 minute

Thanks you greatly for your time and opinions

Cogitator

I think, I do, I fall down, I feel, I think again. I'm one of seven billion, my configuration has never been tried before and will only exist once. And same for you. I'm unique, and yet just the same as everyone else. As are you. Before I disassemble, I have so far managed to get a commercial education and found that I am one of those rare senior females in the corporate world. I have been loved, got married, had children, got divorced, got married again, become a step-mom, and traveled throughout. Precariously living in South Africa - the only country in the world which explains its location - and grateful for my intense and blessed life.

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