I asked my Second Hubby to move out yesterday – with his kids. A ruthless move, driven by a sense of imminent annihilation. I am trapped by overwhelming fear –
Tag: blended family
I am a brilliant mom, even if a terrible stepmom
After so much sharing about what a horrible stepmom I am, I want to remind myself what a great mom I am. My psychiatrist said I would have been better
Bipolar fixations: dont let someone be the star of your show
My young and very clever psychologist stopped me in my tracks this week. I was hatching a plan to get divorced because of my Stepson, and now I am back
Rapid cycling – or simply finding myself?
Moving between depression and hypermania is quick. I stumble into a wine tasting downtown, and since I need my phone charged, paid the entrance fee and tried all the wine.
I feel weak – my stepson makes me angry
My stepson is my trigger. True, I have felt a few symptoms of un-wellness of late: out-of-body, pessimistic, insular, agitated. Even this blog, which I have taken up frantically again