I asked my Second Hubby to move out yesterday – with his kids. A ruthless move, driven by a sense of imminent annihilation. I am trapped by overwhelming fear –
Tag: marriage
Bipolar fixations: dont let someone be the star of your show
My young and very clever psychologist stopped me in my tracks this week. I was hatching a plan to get divorced because of my Stepson, and now I am back
Back again, the same but different
All on my own… haven’t been with my own company for some time and thorough enjoying these conversations. For one, I think I may be project planning myself towards alcoholism:
When to stop thinking
The thing with marriage is that it’s like religion. There is no logic. It’s a leap of faith. And what inspired this leap of faith in me is a human
My child is back
Sitting in bath, leaning forward, about to pull out the plug. Pause. An instruction to just stop. I know what’s there and I know who sits huddled deep down below
A temporary marriage
Have you heard of a Temporary Marriage? I am considering it. It makes sense. I may need to go to Mexico to get one; or ask a clever lawyer to